clouded

sometimes we are clouded by different aspects of our life when it comes to making decisions for ourselves. my friend sent me something today that had me thinking about myself, how people perceive me, and what are the things that make unique from everyone else.

they say, "imitation is flattery." is it really? i think it's more of a cop out for not knowing who you are, and honestly, i feel like i lose my sense of identity and uniqueness as an individual if there is someone out there trying to imitate me. i don't even really know where this idea has stemmed from, but it was a thought that popped into my head. i just dislike ppl who are always trendy, and don't know who they truly are and can't find something to reprsent themselves. they latch on to trying to be someone who they are not, and they bother me...almost disturbs me.

anyways, i've been doing a lot of thinking for the past couple of years of my own life goals, and within the past couple of months, it has only escalated maybe due to my own biological clock ticking? i never really cared too much about it until recently, and it's sad.